Saturday, July 9, 2011
(to who experienced this or understands) Can I truly recover from porn?
Hi, I'm 16, and I really want to recover from my porn addiction, which I've had since I was around 13 I believe. I feel it has changed my view and attraction of girls and given me erectile dysfunction. I remember needing more "hardcore" content just to get me a "hard on", and I feel this is what effected my arousal towards girls. I feel embarrassed to say it, but I even went as far as watching Hentai, a different type of porn (animated). I want to recover, start over, change myself to a better person; this addiction has been ridiculous and a waste of time. The reason I mentioned erectile dysfunction is, as I mentioned, the need for more; therefore, I feel it is harder for me to get turned on as easily by a girl as I used to(as in thinking or looking at someone); as if it is no big deal when I think of some girl, even sexually. Now, I have never been in a sexual relationship, nor do I plan to have sex soon, but I just want to recover to actually enjoy it when the time comes right (in a serious relationship). I recently stopped and plan to do everything just to get rid of it and out of my life, but will I recover? Will I regain the arousal and easier turn ons (sexual response) of girls as before? I feel a little hopeless, and that I wont fully recover and be able to "start over", but I am hoping for the best. This is why I want to hear your experiences, if so, similar to mine. Please help me out if you truly understand me.
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