Alexithymia and anxiety?

This really doesn't sound like anxiety to me hun. I have major anxiety, and i'm nothing like what you described......I really suggest highly that you tell these symptoms to a psychologist, and get some medication or cognitive behavioral therapy. I know it stinks to always hear that, especially when you have already tried it, but it's really a matter of finding a good doctor!!! If you refuse to go to a professional, then read some books on your most major symptoms....which may clue you into what the real problem is.....good luck!!!